Radiant as the Sun

Toshiya Update.

He ate a little bit! *throws confetti*

I didn’t sleep at all last night watching Toshiya. He’s still out of it, he’s worrying me like crazy. His vet was closed today for the holiday but I left messages and I’m praying they’re open tomorrow. If they aren’t, we’re just going to end up going to the ER because I can’t stand to see him like this. I keep blaming myself, thinking of what did I do wrong or what happened to him that I didn’t notice something earlier except that he was just being moody. 

We stayed at my parents for a bit before we came home. He’s not curled up in his bed but he ate a little. A little is better than nothing. I want time to just fly by already so I can wake up and call his vet and head to Brooklyn. Thankfully he hasn’t gotten worse but he hasn’t really gotten better. And that’s what I do.

I’m trying my very best to stay strong.