Radiant as the Sun

Oh what a Monday.

I had to force myself to wake up this morning. I really just wanted to keep sleeping and face fuck my pillow. But I had to get ready for physical therapy so I make some pancakes before I headed out. My mom and I had spoken during the weekend about me meeting her after my therapy session to look at some new frames for her since she needed to get new glasses. I told her I would be there around 3:30-4:00pm and to wait for me. I had assumed I had enough money to take the bus over but when I checked this morning I didn’t… so after therapy I walked from St. Barnabas to Kingsbridge. It took me 30 minutes when it usually wouldn’t have taken me that long. OMG. My back hurts like a bitch. But I had promised my mom. 

How in the bloody world was my mom walking towards the VA Hospital when I finally got to the block?! I had been calling her since I left therapy and she didn’t pick up. I had to pull a crazy person and start yelling her name and only after my third attempt at yelling but trying really hard not to look like I needed to be sedated did she glance over and then go “:O Oh… I didn’t know you were coming!” 

._________. what?

Yeah. That’s exactly what she said to me. It took a lot for me not to place my hands gently on her shoulders and just shaking her like a baby. So we went and found frames for her. She’s going to pick them up on Saturday. And since all I had were pancakes and I wanted to DIE she treated me to lunch at Perista Diner. Yum. After we ate we went to wait for my dad after his computer class at the hospital. Since my parents are the way they are, they told the driver to take me as well, lol. So I got a ride to their apartment where I fell asleep before my mom shook me and reminded me I had to feed Toshiya. 

So here I am. Home, in my pj’s and wondering if I think hard enough if I could make dinner appear without me actually doing anything, lol. 

Something weird happened too! Two guys I used to talk to but stopped (ok, I’m a mean bitch) started texting me. One texted me out of nowhere last night and about an hour ago the one I was extremely mean to texted me… what the hell? I’m super confused. Do guys like when girls are really mean? Cause if someone said the things I’ve said… I would probably egg their car. 

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