January 2011
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What immune system?
My army says hi! (again) My immune system seems to be on a leave of fucking absence because I continue to get sick out of nowhere. I was doing so well! So so well and then I went to visit my dad at the hospital and that very night I just couldn’t stop sneezing and coughing and this morning I didn’t even have my voice and *sigh* I turn into Miss Complains A lot when I feel like...
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Need your help guys!
As I was working out tonight I put my iTouch on shuffle because I don’t have a workout playlist (yet!) and realized well… that having it on shuffle distracts me because I want everything to just be upbeat and motivate me. So, I want to put together a workout playlist. I have a few ideas of what I’m going to add to it but I would love to hear some suggestions from you guys!...
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Lazy Sunday!
I got up this morning and immediately started watching some Netflix :) I like lazy Sundays. In between I cooked throughout the day and cleaned. So while I was “lazy” I was also being pretty productive. Got the whole living room and kitchen cleaned and then I started cleaning my room. While I was doing the closet I realized I have too much shit. And then I remembered that soon...
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Spartacus.
I’ve been on a Spartacus high. Watched Spartacus: Gods of the Arena and then restarted Spartacus. Yes, I’ll admit it’s total eyecandy for me and jizztastic. They say my favorite phrase Jupiter’s Cock! like there’s no tomorrow and there’s enough tits and cock for this bisexual to get giddy over. But what really made me fall in love with this show is the love that...
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Excuse me? What did you call me?
A bitch you say? Well I don’t care.
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My mind is a scary place to be.
I was diagnosed with having a bipolar personality. I don’t really care for terms, but there are times when I sorta flip a switch. Today was definitely one of those off days. I went to sleep last night around 4am. Had more vivid and strange dreams. Full of murder and torment. This time I was a slave forced to fight in games (similar to Hunger Games) to keep my human family safe. After I woke...
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She dreamt.
She dreamt. She dreamt of things that were quite pretty.Pink bubbles and icicles shaped of hearts.Flowery dresses flying in the wind as she giggled and ran. The grass beneath her bare feet was moist.And the air was chill and moist from the morning rain.She breathed it all in. The loveliness of it all.It was so peaceful.She smiled and dropped to the ground.Not caring for her dress at all.Looking...
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I'll put my Phury in you! ;)
I’m so sick of the snow. But this photo was so pretty I had to put it up :) So the snow has started up again. I’m so sick of it! I don’t remember a winter that I’ve just been sick of snow, I can recall countless winters where I would think we didn’t have enough snow but this is just getting ridiculous. I’ve been completely enthralled with the most guilty...
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Quick little update.
As I turned off the lights and slipped into bed I realized I didn’t blog today! It’s been a pretty hectic day today. Woke up early to meet up my sister Ivy. We went to campus to take care of a few things to get ready for classes that begin next week. So far I’m pretty sure how my schedule is going to be looking but I might change things around since they’ll be dropping a...
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Katniss and my obsession.
As many of you know I have a sad obsession with technology. Specifically my cell phones. I can’t remember a time when I stayed with a phone for over a year. I’m hoping (and I’m pretty sure it will be) that Katniss will be that phone. I love Katniss my HTC Evo <3 I got her two new covers on ebay. They cost me combined less than $10 which is great since I’ve spent way more...
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A sense of me.
So I’d love to learn more about you guys! I obviously write about myself but want to read about you all also. So I wanted to do a little sense of me meme thing :] So answer these questions I’m about to answer here as a comment or on your own blog! Just don’t forget to send me a link so I can read your answers! What time did you wake up this morning? I woke up around 6am from a...
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I've kissed my fool.
Songs stuck in my head this past week.
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They are scrumptious. I love how all of them have...
Finally got back into the reading grind. I’m so glad I listened to Kelly and started it up with this series. It is seriously addicting! The brothers are just too… I think my friend Nicolle said it best: They are scrumptious. I love how all of them have hard bodies, big dicks & are insatiable!!!! I’ve actually been dealing with Magnus Bane acting up, I think it’s...
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Health update.
Photo from weheartit.com So after going to the ER yesterday and not really getting anything answered as far as my cough and how shitty I’ve been feeling and this morning I was pretty scared when my mom and I found out that our neighbor’s oldest son died yesterday after having a cold for a few weeks, very similar to my retarded cold, and had to go to the ER when he wasn’t really...
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Nom nom nom ZOMBIES AND KITTIES!
I love creative outlets. If I could draw I would have so many things painted on canvas’ all around my apartment. But that’s definitely not my strong suit. Ever since I was a little girl when I wasn’t nose deep in a book reading in a corner or by the window I was nose deep writing into a notebook. Making up my own little world (or not so little). When I got a computer I started...
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I took a shitload of pills.
Today totally sucked major donkey balls. I woke up with even less of a voice and coughing up more blood so I said fuck it, I have to go to the Emergency Room. And I did. When I got there I couldn’t really breathe so they rushed me to the asthma clinic where the nurse gave me and another girl a treatment and went on what felt like a two hour lunch and just bounced on us. We spent the whole...
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Her eyes are rubies and pearls.
I think I might be ODing on Robitussin and Theraflu. And yet it’s still not kicking this plague’s ass. I was going to write a normal blog entry.Therefore I forgot.I am anything but normal.So why should my blog be normal.I still have no voice.It sucks.I was contemplating cutting my hair.But my Tweethearts voted no.I got two Tweethearts watching Misfits.I sorta wanna triple in...
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This was fun! Why don't you try it :D
1 - Go to wikipedia, hit random. The first random wikipedia article you get is your band name. 2 - Go to quotationspage.com and hit random. The last four or five words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album. 3 - Go to flickr, click on “explore the last seven days”. The third picture will be your album co…ver. 4 - Use photoshop or similar (picnik.com is a free...
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Robert Sheehan makes me happy.
Gifs were not made by me :)
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But who could love me?
Since becoming single again I keep asking myself who could love me with my many flaws. And I’ve been able to answer my own question after a while. No one is perfect. Especially me. I remember the evolution of myself as a lover and how I know I have to be for the next lover I encounter. I haven’t had many, so I can actually make a list, lol. Significant #1 was sweet and nice and we...
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Anime Smanime.
This afternoon I watched the beginning of a few anime’s to keep my mind off of my discomfort. It helped a little. Some were really good… other’s not so much… 黒の契約者 (Darker than Black)Ten years ago, an inscrutable and abnormal territory known as Hell’s Gate appeared in Tokyo, altering the sky and wreaking havoc on the landscape. The real stars disappeared, replaced by...
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If...
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What a long Monday.
My mom had her procedure today. My dad was so impatient as we waited, we talked a little about how it was waiting for him during his surgeries and how we reacted when the surgeon came to tell us his heart had stopped during the second one. I felt a little bad because he kept pausing and just thinking and then when I tried to change the subject and show him photos from facebook he stared a lot at...
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What dreams are made of.
The same day that I was talking about how I dream of going to the other side of the world I get an invitation from my friend that he’s planning on saving up to go to England in a few months and if I wanted to join him. Hell. Yeah! I’m so stoked just thinking about it. My mom tells me I’ll spend a lot of money, but honestly I just want to experience it. Just like how I did with...
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Finally ironed my hair! lol
My cousins made fun of my hair the other day on Skype since they’re so used to seeing my hair ironed and straight and not wild and curly. My father also prefers my hair straight so I ironed it not to hear crap tomorrow from my dad :P
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Spot the Cullen!
I had no intention on leaving my house today, especially since my mom is preparing herself for a procedure she’s undergoing tomorrow. But my good friend Destinie called me asking me to accompany her to her Grandfather’s grave. Of course I couldn’t allow her to just go to the cemetery alone so I hurried and got ready. I’m glad I didn’t let her go alone. We...
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A vicarious life.
My awesomely awesome cousin Gaby just recently made her way around Europe for the holidays. And like I told her, I’m totally vicariously living through her! Her sister Alexandra is another amazing and talented person. She’s an artist and has lived in Spain and now Mexico if I’m not wrong. I love that I have talented and beautiful family members. And I can’t wait until...
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My name is Yadie and I'm a fuck up ;)
And I made a promise to myself never to post anything negative on this blog but what’s going on in my mind right now I don’t necessarily find negative. More like… something that’s a big thing in my life right now. The more I read YA and the more I watch television shows based on teenagers or young adults I begin to question myself and where exactly I am in my life. There...
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“Michelle’s so lovely. Michelle, my girl. I love...
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"I'm obsessively opposed to the typical."
Image CreditsFinished season 1 of Skins today and omg, I love this show. Sid and Cassie are definitely my ultimate fav couple. Might mean something that I like relationships that are built on awkwardness and somewhat despair, no? I began to watch season 2 but Netflix was having technical difficulty ._. but omg. I just wanna glomp Tony and be there for him. I’ve become way too obsessed with...
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Dinner was a success tonight!
I always feel the need to impress my mom because she’s such a good cook. So today I made chicken parmesan for the first time and it came out pretty awesome :) Mami even said so!
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Does anyone else feel like a total cunt?
So it’s done. I finished it. My heart is broken. I of course waited until it was Robert Sheehan’s birthday to watch the Christmas special (and last episode of season 2). I have no idea how I’m going to just sit back and wait until November. That and with the news that Americans want to take such a masterpiece and ruin it and have their own version just like what they did with...
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The orgasm that never was.
Photos from tumblr. I have two episodes left. Two episodes. Until November 2011. Do you understand why I’ve been trying to take my time watching season 2? Only 7 episodes, it’s like torture! It’s like someone giving you the most amazing sex and just banging you so good and when you feel like you’re getting to the midpoint of that fuck and you’re like “fuck...
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Dot dot *COUGH*
Last night I had a pretty bad panic attack. Shakes, sweat the whole nine yards. So bad that I ended up aggravating my cough and I threw up. Couldn’t really sleep after that. Woke up pretty late because of how I was last night and I’ve been feeling pretty bad all day. I didn’t do much so I took some photos of what I did today. Drank some Dragonfruit. Surfed the net. Skyped...
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Scars.
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Hump Day = Errands Day.
We always look ridiculously stupid when we’re together, lol. She was happy I got her hot chocolate. On the phone with her love like always :P Mami wasn’t amused by our dumbness! Today I finally got to see my little sister! I hate how sometimes it feels like forever before I see her or even talk to her. We met up at Dunkin Donuts this afternoon to go to campus to get readmitted and...
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Brothers.
I’ve wanted to see Brothers in the movies when it was released in 2009 but I can’t recall why I didn’t end up seeing it. Today after I slept about 12 hours (finally got some sleep!) I curled up in bed to watch some tellie and saw that Netflix had added it recently so I watched it. It was a very good movie. Tobey was phenomenal and scary as he portrayed Sam as the Marine in...
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Nightshade.
Calla Tor has always known her destiny: After graduating from the Mountain School, she’ll be the mate of sexy alpha wolf Ren Laroche and fight with him, side by side, ruling their pack and guarding sacred sites for the Keepers. But when she violates her masters’ laws by saving a beautiful human boy out for a hike, Calla begins to question her fate, her existence, and the very essence...
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Made a button! :D
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Can't. Sleep.
My lack of sleep is getting to me. I took a pill I really shouldn’t be taking anymore because my ankle is killing me and it gives me the comfort of knocking me out. But just a few minutes after I took it I changed the channel and noticed a mini Criminal Minds marathon hat just started, lol. So guess who will probably fight off sleep just to watch Criminal Minds until 1am? I don’t...
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Totally sick again ;o;
Is it possible to actually OD on hot beverages, cough drops and cough medicine? Because that’s really all I’ve been having the past few days and it really sucks. When I slept over at the hospital for New Years Eve the room was so cold! They had the AC on for some reason and ever since then I’ve had my cough come back really bad. I couldn’t even sleep last night! Granted it...
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2010
Honestly I wasn’t planning on doing a 2010 recap because last year was pretty hard on me. But here it is. January - March 2010Not much happened during those months, I was going to school and being there for my ex gf because her Grandmother was close to the end. Sadly her Grandmother passed away a few days before my birthday in March. I was there for her and her family and it was a pretty sad...
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2011!
Feliz Año Nuevo 2011! My New Year’s Resolution is to stop living in the past and move on and just live. I was told by more than just a couple of my good friends that I have a bad habit of living in the past, always thinking of good times from the past like I could never make good or even better memories in the years I have to come. I could have just done the usual resolution to lose weight...